" Do you think people hurt others' feelings intentionally?"
"Yeah. I do."
" What I mean is, Just for the sake of hurting?"
" Yeah, people do."
" But i cant believe that. I believe people do things as to what they think best for the situation; and hurting the other is just incidental, isnt it?"
" No, man! you havent seen it. I have practically gone through it. people have hurt me just for the sake of hurting me and letting me down!" My friend said.

[ this was a real conversation between me and one of my closest buddies ]
Havent I got hurt? Nop. I have infact gone through just so much in my life that i sometimes wonder if theres anything more to happen. My poor heart has been broken to pieces so many times I believe i can handle ANYTHING in life now. I really DO.
And still I believe nobody has ever hurt me for the sake of hurting. NEVER. Its all incidental or consequential. I know people dont do things for their good only. People sacrifice for others. BUt in every sacrifice, theres another side. Unknowingly you probably are hurting someone or yourself by favouring another. There are more than just two of you in this world c'mon! Am i right?
Ok, right now i sound a little wayward for me too Lets make sense. Its related to the way you accept things in life. I believe what I said before. But I have seen people acting they want to hurt somebody cos they got hurt from that certain somebody. This aint as silly as it may sound. This happens more than usual. But how many of you have really thought if the person hurt you on purpose? Think about it.

How long have you been using www.downloadyoutubevideos.com to download youtube vidoes? Not anymore I guess. Cos the site doesnt work anymore! and im one of the sufferers who has to download Tubehunter for downloading youtube vidoes. As far as my experience, Tubehunter has some koosani problems regarding downloads. And i bet a lot of you guys out there are wantin gan alternative.....well, here it comes!

Real Player 11 is cooler than anything. Besides its cool renewed interface, It now downloads youtube videos. I dont know how they did it besides the copyright and protective policies of youtube. Let it go... All i wanna say is, install the black colored real player 11 and you will find a link at the top of youtube, " download this video ". Its a dream come true. Best of all, real player plays flash vidoe files without any nosy conversions. RAW! haha!
By the way, if you still wanna watch it in windows media player or something, you can just find an .flv coneverter and do the job. The main part is done. Real player downloads youtube videos! Enjoy!

Hello people!
Im becoming a poet! Hehe. I just enjoy writing poems. Lets see how good a poet I am!

Her black dress, soaked in my blood
Her face dull and heavy
Shes sitting near my corpse
And I am sitting by her side
Looking deep into her eyes
Heavy and guilty, they didnt blink
Shes not looking at me, I know
She never did
I kissed her lips, so cold and dry
She didnt feel my lips
Why would I care?
She never did
My tears are light
I have to walk away now
But shes still staying
Near my corpse
And she has forgotten to smile

how was that?
Speaking about the Idea behind the poem, I must say I always like the idea of evil women. So why not theme my poem with it?! LoLs. Hope you guys liked it, dont hesitate to say what you think about it.

Its fascinating how much just black and white can do in ART. Its could give a whole new meaning to your painting when you use these two contrasting colors together. Its not long before I also got carried away by these two colors, in my short past of digital painting. Below is my very first black n white painting, given a blue hue just to add more drama...

...and one of the great things about B&W painting is, you dont have to worry about mixing colors, fading tone to tone, changing hues for different lightings etc. And the result is saving time and an overwhelming outcome.

For example, this painting was made in about less than 20 minutes but it seems all worth the time, isnt it? I can tell you a secret... this painting was a Grudge actually. I was so irritated and frustrated and this came out the result. Hehe.

I would advice black n white for a beginner of Digital painting. enjoy!

Hellow Adobe Lovers!
Its been a little while since Adobe announced Photoshop CS3. I have tried the beta and now I've got the Final Version. Damn it! Adobe did it again! This time its cooler than ever! Guess what, It not only starts faster than any previous versions of photoshop, but also has some new tools and a MUUUCCHHH refined workspace! The Quick selection tool is a new tool which is so SMART! wooo! And the very useful web graphic optimizer&animator Adobe ImageReady is now built-in Photoshop! Yeah, It quite irritates me when switching from photoshop to imageready just for some optimizations.... and Adobe has got it done! All in all, evrything in photoshop has improved. That feather logo has changed into a sleek sharp logo... and it goes on. You gotta try it out to know what i mean!


PS; This is for Photoshop Lovers!

These are my new pets... My mom got me two newly hatched turtles! WOW! I loved them. Today I went to beach to feed them as usual. They eat anything! Yeah, some vegetable leaves and biscuits.... though their favourites are oysters, sponges, mosses blah blah... I try to feed them what they want and sometimes give them the taste of my food. Hehe. Im an environment lover, I hate people who hunt turtles. But dunno why I cant let go off these beautiful creatures. Im confused. I think I will let go off them sometime later. I hope im protecting them from the ferocious sea creatures!

Hello readers!
I been a little buzy last week with the many shootings... Had to travel a lot and finally im back. I hope bring you some good stuff if i would get some free time this week. Keep visiting...
Love you all!

Okay, ever since the idea of a blog came to my mind I been thinking about posting my graphic works here for my visitors. And now i've got some time to bring you the stuff! well, actually some of it,
This is my very first realistic painting and the only painting I completed so far! Its a movie poster from the romantic movie, JISM (literally: Body). This painting is speacial not only becos its my very first digital painting, but also because I love that movie and also the cast. Ok, here it comes...

And this is a painting I made when i was in Addu, It shows a couple made with stars... Kinda fantasy yeah! But its more like a "heavenly kisses" thing! hehe...

I LVE Photoshop!

Im no poet!
Just trying to express feelings dying to be out

Never mind if you couldn't make head or tail of it, as i said Im no poet! But im sure theres someone out there who knows what it Exactly means...

okay. This is another silly thing i saw in Dh.Atoll regional hospital; the new slogan for this years' non-smoking day...
it might look smart and will-full until you realize....

....until you could literally translate it as
" Lets make a 100% safe surrounding with tobacco smoke, and get the satisfaction from that!"
Snort!

Hello everybody!
Have you ever visited some islands where you could find real dumb people? Yes or no, I have! but this isnt about me. Well, Its my closest buddy whos better catching these kinda things than me actually. And this is a thing he text me today. Darn! I couldnt help laghing. I Write this as he sent me,...
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[ the scene takes place in Raa atoll some island....]
Mi thaange ( raa atoll ge ) Regional Hospital ge managera India in alah ai doctara dhemedhu hingi conversation:
Manager: so, sir, are you herbivorous or carnivorous?
Doc: hehe. Im omnivorous! I eat anything!
Manager: ooh. thats good. sir, we eat coconut and fish.
Doc: ALWAYS?
Manager: Yes! Fish Fish Fish! and always girls will be there to serve you... they are very nice ( Raising eyebrow )
Doc: ah! I see!
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GAWSH! I see dumber people!

see you later! thank you!