Its been months since I did a live presentation on TV. Ever since I screwed a live show with my co-host Zihu, I been keeping myself away from live screen. And every passing day, I have to say was growing my guilt and frustrations about how careless and unprofessional I was to yell at myself "what the hell was that!?!", on-air, at the end of the show!
Today, when the morning news anchor didnt show up, the producer decided to put me on-air with of course a request by myself to do the news. I been avoiding going on-air live and didnt have any plans to do it untill this morning when it suddenly hit me may be I gotta prove myself again! So I DID.
At the end of the show I got an inexplicable feeling of satisfaction. NOT because I did a live news on TV but because I felt like I mended the damage I did about six months ago!