Im not proud when I say I have almost completely destroyed my body with unhealthy stuff. Cigarettes, no good food, extremely strong coffees and sometimes days without having a good meal. And now im having a soft pain in my flank. And im imagining the worst. But I do care to drink a lot of water. I just dont want to imagine its a kidney problem. Gotta go to a doctor. The next two days are hell. Cant get any rest until the parliament elections are over. Im slowly loosing it. Im scared.